just not right

And all I see is a less-good version of a man I don’t want to be! All I feel is you tying me down to something that just isn’t real and all I need is some truth, God help me before the devil buries me

I can’t do nothing if I can’t do something my way…
Well I must be crazy if I follow every word you say!
When the shit comes down you’ll be the first to walk away.
Call the police, coz I’ve lost control and I really want to see you bleed!!!

I’m awake, why wait
I don’t need someone to tell me who to be today

Quite sure, unlike before; came off the road and I forgot what I was looking for…

new year’s here!

its sad that 2007 has finally come to its closure… how my life leap another step. a major one, in this case.

this year has been both good and bad. but what’s good and bad, when they both leads us to the same destiny, the place where we stand right now. the creature we have became.

the last 12 months has been a witness of me tumble and fall, betray and betrayed, laugh and cry, got picked up by a savior, stand up tall, just to fall again, accept and letting go, the fight i had that i will never ever forget and last but not least hand in hand with victory.

i’ve gained so much, yet to come to that, i’ve also lost. the feeing of it, its a different kind of pain because its actually a great feeling to experience. it builds me up, it makes me a stronger person.

so, thank you 2007. ur forever a special place, lost in time, but never forgotten.

You keep askin’ for my time
You keep tellin’ me, that I’m fine!
Give me your number
I wont call!
Give me your pager too
Not at all will I call, not at all

Not a player - don’t get paid!
I’ll leave you hangin’ for days
Don’t send me flowers, they wont do
Don’t give me diamond rings, cos I’ll take them and call you a fool!

Why’s this fool all up in my ass?
Doesn’t he know I wont class my trash?
Why’s this fool all up in my ass?
Doesn’t he know that I got my own cash?

You want what you cannot have
I know that you want a piece of my ass

I’m all hooked up. You’re outta luck!

Don’t you know that a guy like you wouldn’t last
Look, don’t touch, you’re askin much