Tuesday, January 29th, 2008
i’m stressed.
in my heart, i’m angry. y do things alike this happen to me? when i have tons of work to do, when all i need is understanding, when all i wanted a little less judgment. i’m burdened enough with things at hand, why should worry about future troubles…
let me take things one by one.
sometimes i wish i cud get away… like to another place n time. where ppl don’t think i’m stupid, or selfish, or a joke.
i did not wish for things to happen to me, i did not pull it to me, i also i did not see it as a burden. i know that i’m a strong person who can face anything. i know that if i cud face trough this, in the end i will be fine.
what troubles me is that judging eyes, the voices who despairs me, the impatience in some. especially loved ones. i wish i could just break free, maybe fly to a foreign land.
i always tell myself to be understanding towards other people… can i pull trough this too?
